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i noticed the change
of the tone of your voice
it was screaming
i am a liar
i noticed the way
your eyes never met mine
they were mouthing i fucked her

all the times you screamed at me
the times you called me a liar
it feels so fucked up
you fuck too much
you’ve always been a liar

you must have known
of the feelings i had
you always would say
i love you back
you must have seen
the look in my eyes
we always were good at pretending

all the times you screamed at me
the times you called me a liar
it feels so fucked up
you fuck too much
you’ve always been a liar

i’d run my fingers down your back
dig into the skin
you said those fingers made you
fall in love with me each night again

so did she sratch a little harder?
shout your name a little louder?
did she say it didn’t matter?
how crazy were you about her?

all the times you screamed at me
(i’d always be reassuring you)
the times you called me liar
(i’d always feel i’d done something wrong)
it feels so fucked up
(didn’t we fuck enough?)
you fuck too much
(i guess we didn’t)
you’ve always been a liar

i wish i could say
i hate your guts
i wish i could believe that
i wish i could say
i didn’t want you back
i’ve always been a lousy liar

i noticed the way
your eyes never met mine
they were mouthing
i am a liar

Gabriel