I had to! I just had to try!

Why is there a gun to my head?
I said.
I asked myself I guess
Well?

There is not! That aint a gun!
Its…. just something different. They said.

Well then, is it safe?
It is now! The screamed; Why bother?

Scared; What the fuck is this.. this non-gun kinda thing to my head?
If you really want to know…
Yeah!
..Find out yourself they said.

How? I asked
Use it! was their predictable response.
Will that be safe then? I asked
It is now! was their predictable response.

Curious me. I had to know.
Once again
Its better sometimes not to know everything

As I found out
Its better to know nothing at all

The only thing I remembered
It was a gun to my head … indeed

There this thing about guns to your head and a filosofical and sensical perspective, which makes it a thing that can not exist

Emphatist