So sorry

Please forgive me
For I know not who I am
I am a man
Please forgive me
For I realy didn’t mean to lie to you.
But it’s so hard
Living in these times
and it’s so hard
living with these pains
and it’s so hard
When you don’t want to go on

Please forgive me
For my eyes have seen the lights go out.
last night.
Pease forgive me
For I never thought that faith would look my way
But it’s so hard
Living with my thoughts
and it’s so hard
living in sadness
and it’s so hard
When you think you have to die

Please forgive me
For I haven’t killed myself or anyone else
Please forgive me
For my blood isn’t on the ground
Because it’s hard
Seeing what I see
And it’s so hard
Wanting what I want
and it’s so hard
when you’re me.

Perril Mayhem