Just a little thought

you know how you’re supposed to act, don’t you?
nod your head, hold your breath
don’t speak!
now did i hear you open your mouth?

uh-uh! did i tell you you could stand up?
sit your ass back down.. loser!
hey go easy on that chair
i bought it especially for you, sweet eh?

now.. what were we talking about?
ah yes.. i was about to kill you
does it hurt to be killed?
i guess you’ll know before i do, won’t you?

you’ll know a lot of things before i do
like how it is to be beat up
aren’t you dying to know?
dying; get it? you probably do, hihi

your voice is even more beautiful when you’re screaming
i’ve missed your voice, you know that?
but i’ll never forget it now, will i?
how can you forget someone’s voice when they’re dying?

now why are you twitching like that?
dammit, can’t you just sit still?
hey i’m talking to you!
sit still! you can’t do anything right, can you?

what? you want me to stop?
well you never listened to me, did you?
i begged, i pleaded, i implored
i think i might have even screamed

but you never left me alone
you never even left my mind.

gabriel